Thread:Howlingwolfjoey/@comment-24727405-20200119064300/@comment-24727405-20200121004518

IK that, but it feels to me like that everyone cares about is themselves and probably imo jealous that I have a family member having a reincarnated vessal, even with Ice insulting Ricardo and rubbing it in my face for no reason, and not one person even show a little symphathy about it. Also, "fan"? I never said that I'm a fan. Only fans loves their favorite characters/stars, not family. Ricardo, despite that we're not blood related, he is my uncle/father. And iirc, my uncle came back from Afghanastan as a Marine with all of his limbs attached. Ricardo losing a limb is like losing a piece of and an insult to my uncle. And Ricardo not giving a backstory and got his screentime cut or not even getting a cover art is even more of an insult to my uncle. It's like Tappei doesn't care about my uncle or even my friend's life is at stake, no matter how many times I tell him. Don't you know how hard it is to find a vessal for my uncle? Finding another one takes forever. So yes, I am a trashbag. A failure. If I failed to save Ricardo, my uncle, I failed to save my friend who is dying and no one is helping. Ricardo is the one one that gives me a full drive for everything. Seeing him get killed and replaced by a 1-armed prosthetic fraud is like looking at my aunt's bastard new uncle and looking at my bastard father looking down on me, grinning, looking at his failure son.