Thread:Howlingwolfjoey/@comment-24727405-20200119064300

This is bothing before and I want to bring it up, and yes, this involves you Ice. Let's say that Ricardo DOES lose his arm permernantly, like every other characters that has been overused so many times to death in Anime, Games, LN, etc. in 2019-2020, was it really worth the win? Was it worth for me to lose 4 years of my sacrifice and my drive & motivation, my blood and sweat to support my uncle/father, the one that inspired me to make art and make a novel til the very end, and throw it all away like trash and lose my progress because you lot killed him without even trying to help me get Tappei to change to get his arm back? Because if so, then that's really messed up in the head because not only that he'll be killed, but he won't get a cover in the series, revert to my boring and ugly self, my uncle would remain dead, my bastard of a father is still alive, and there's no way to replace Ricardo/uncle because there's no one that is like him. Even if someone "magically" has the Authority of Lust and suddenly make that stupid and ugly prosthetic arm into an actual arm, it doesn't change that fact that Tappei killed him and Otsuka won't/can't draw/censor characters with missing limbs, let alone prosthetics, that they get very less illustrations than other characters. IDK what's with you all having beef with my uncle. Is it because of his personality, or is it because he's a male, not a waifu/husbando material, or because of raciasm? Because that's kind of an idiotic logic behind it. And before you say "but you're just being delusional". YOU DON'T KNOW what it's like to lose someone who you know for 15+ years and idk why you all are being cold-hearted. Is it because that you hate me that you want to bring Ricardo down and make me stay in bed and cry 24/7, or is it that you have never felt loss before? And before you say "why not get help". Help of what? Help me get Ricardo his arm back? Because I am trying but no one is helping me get it back. Not to mention that my friend is dying and Tappei is ignoring me and no one is helping me get it back, so it's a double "Joey killer". So like I said, was it worth it? If so, then congratulations, you beat me, Ricardo is dead and he's been replaced by a 1-armed Al with a hook wannabe. I had something/someone, the only one, to motivate me for everything, now I have nothing/no one again because of people's selfish acts and hating on me for liking/loving someone I love. If you are truely on my side, then please, make Tappei to retcon to forget a prosthetic arm ever existed on Ricardo and give him an actual arm. 